You like my penis?

Hey mother fuckers

2005-01-08T05:05:41Z

I'm still alive. And as for the funny comments I found in my old picture posts. I laughed my ass off at them. So thank you for entertaining me at my bored state o doomage. If you are still hating me and shit keep doing it, because without hate there is no love. :D

Late cunts.

New hair New pics!!!

2004-07-22T22:01:47Z

Sexy pikturez!

2004-07-20T01:27:11Z

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Boy do I love dressing up. xD
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PICTURE JOURNAL!

2004-07-18T05:32:15Z

Ok so...instead of leaving my journal that I've had forever, I came up with a grand idear. You know how people have picture journals? Well this shall be my picture journal for now on. ....Well....-shrugs- I'm excited about it. XD

Yea there are a lot...but it is a picture journal after all...XD

WIth this one..I just put my hair back for no reason...but the reason why I posted this is because..\/

My hair is so gross that it actually stayed in place...fancy that ehh?

I just like to take non-sense pics...

My youngest neice & Me

My sister and Sherry, my sis is on the right.

Thought I'd rather leave on a more light hearted note...

2004-07-15T21:43:56Z

New Journal. Don't Hate.

JTHM

2004-07-13T07:15:03Z

Sometimes...

You can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want, to whatever god you think will listen and, still, it makes NO difference. It goes on with no sign as to when it might release you. And you never know that if it ever did relent.
It would not be because it cared.....

That crazy mofo. Shes CRAZZAAAAAAAAAY!

2004-07-13T07:14:19Z

-laughs-.... insane people rawk...just because they entertain me when I need it. -sigh- ohh man...matt you better hope shes lying. nuff said.

CLEARITY!

2004-07-13T05:56:59Z

Talked to Tali. Things are grand in that department. We covered a lot. He's a coo person for talking to me. Go team Tali-Face.

Talked to Ari. Things are "cool" to say the least.

Saw Matt. Welp ...Saw Matt. -shrugs- XD

With Ashley, she rawks my world. YO!

Peace.

P.S. Fuck guys, and their peni. (not literally that would abolish the whole idea, heh) I don't need guys. Nor does anyone else, if you think you do, you just like him, you NEED to depend on yourself, if you don't it's sad. LOVE YOURSELF MORE THEN ANYTHING. He will turn into a mean face eventually..even for a few days.....they're menstrual.. END!

Man..

2004-07-10T06:24:57Z

-sings-

I hate myself ...OOOO I DOOO!!!.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

I am dumb.

PLEASE SHOOT MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sleep just to dream of you and awake without you there...

2004-07-09T06:54:36Z

I feel like a fool. That people (Ari) can think they can try to lie to people to get back to me about a guy I dated for almost a year, and that could ruin what we had? How can you think you can break what me and him still have? I do admit I still love him. But thats not it. How can you try to make what we had in vain, and try to get us against each other? Making our relationship a joke? You're a stupid envious slut, and thats all I have to say.

I don't kno how to feel about Matt. It's like a lyric from that Box Car Racer song "Will you sleep tonight, or will you think of me?". But at the moment I am the one who is doing the thinking. I seem to always do, and I doubt he is. Not that it actually matters now, he clearly wants to be with "other girls". Which is fine. I just will continue to put on my happy mask, and prance about until the pain finally goes with everything else I have learned to burry. My insides are torn, I feel happy without him. But then I recall some memories and my heart falls. I hate this feeling. I really am not too fond of life at the moment. I need to be held....

Am I just never good enough?
Why should I try?
Love is pain.
I just need to remember that next time.
FUCK relationships.
I'm through with them.
I'm just never good enough.
Fuck me!!

Nirvana rawks

2004-07-08T22:09:49Z

Sappy -Nirvana

And if you save yourself
You will make him ~~happy~~
He'll keep you in a jar
And you'll think you're happy
He'll give you breathing holes
And you'll think you're happy
He'll cover you with grass
And you'll think you're happy now

You're really in a laundry room
You're really in a laundry room
The clue just came to you, oh

And if you cut yourself
You will ~~think~~ you're happy
He'll keep you in a jar
Then you'll make him happy
He'll give you breathing holes
Then you'll think you're happy
He'll cover you with grass
Then you'll think you're happy now

You're really in a laundry room
You're really in a laundry room
The clue that came to you, oh

You're really in a laundry room
You're really in a laundry room
The clue that came to you, oh

And if you fool yourself
You will make him happy
He'll keep you in a jar
Then you'll think you're happy
He'll give you breathing holes
Then you will seem happy
You'll wallow in his shit
Then you'll think you're happy now

You're really in a laundry room
You're really in a laundry room
You're really in a laundry room
The clue that came to you, oh

In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In my face, It's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimme back my alcohol (x7)

I LOOOOVE these songs. XD

gay Porn....morgan style yo!

2004-07-08T19:12:55Z

Ok so Sorry Ashley Demma!!! I don't have internet at my sisters house at the moment we're going to get it pretty soon. Then me u and Dan can all hang out. Or else I'll just give you a ring when I get back to Jen's because I'm at Morgans. XD.

Ok So 4th of July sucked kinda. Cept for Ash, Ryan, Dan, and Ang. They rawk. Ari is a stupid slut who just made herself look more like a slut and stupid which is pretty hard to acheive. But it's coo. She'll get AID's eventually. -shrugs-

I have my lip peirced. Shows what being extremely pissed and insane and help you do. ...and help you be....which is hot. (Yea....Morgans my hump buddy)Yea have along with my blonde streaks I now have red. So Im excited. I can't wait till Friday night.. CONCERT!!! And today because I am with my lover. OOOHHHH YEEEAA! (Kool-Aid man style) So yea. Im through. Later hoez!

-MuAh-

screw it

2004-07-04T03:13:09Z

Ok. So... heres the thing. I'm not going to be all depressed. I have other things in my life not just Matt. I do love him. But I'm not going to dwell upon it. We're on a "break", which means there is a chance of us getting back together. Reguardless if we do or not it's cool. Things happen for a reason. We'll still be buddies. He's a great guy. Now don't get me wrong. It does hurt, it hurts like no other. I mean... I still love him. But I refuse to be all down. I'm not the person to let this type of stuff ruin my character, and I realize this now. I just wont date for a hell of a long time...unless its Matt.
As for tonight...me and Alex staying up all night eating....having funn. Because I WILL NOT be able to sleep. I kno that. Ahh...Tomarrows guna be cool. Fire Works with Marc Alex and the people over in the hood. OHH YEA! Da Hood. :)

-sigh- Alas...

-looks down-

2004-07-04T00:07:38Z

FUCK

I hate how life works. I keep having those flashbacks. Ya kno? I wish there was a musical flashback for everything you go through. He's my best friend. The person I could turn to. I feel like my insides have been raped. This feeling... is why I didn't want to date. But I did, and that's what you get. Atleast I learned my lesson. Huh?

I'm not going to write in here for a while. I just dont want to / cant do it. Fuck everything right now man. I really am too torn for this shit, it ain't right. It isn't me. I'm going to straighten myself out inside, I already feel it. I just want him. But life suCks in that way. Ohh well... shit happens.

Ashlie

Me and Matt pics -o- Love!

2004-06-30T03:45:20Z

Click to see fun doom!

I love my John John. :)

2004-06-29T04:37:04Z

x spLeens x: hello
NBAJohn3: shit

NBAJohn3: u scared me
NBAJohn3: lo
NBAJohn3: whats up
x spLeens x: haha
x spLeens x: I come with gold!
x spLeens x: Nothing
x spLeens x: I live with my sister now
NBAJohn3: are u still going wit that guy though
NBAJohn3: why dont u live wit ur mom
x spLeens x: my mom isnt taking care of herself and its not fun because shes really mean all the time now
x spLeens x: Yea Im still with matt he lives out here
NBAJohn3: oh
NBAJohn3: thats cool
x spLeens x: yea
x spLeens x: You kno what I was thinking about like a week ago for no apparent reason?
NBAJohn3: what
NBAJohn3: what were u thinking about
x spLeens x: Like when we were little people
x spLeens x: When we use to make fun of Mike and shit lol
NBAJohn3: i know
NBAJohn3: that was fub
NBAJohn3: and i went out wit sarah
x spLeens x: haha
x spLeens x: old times
NBAJohn3: its true
x spLeens x: you went out with susie too!
x spLeens x: Yea now saras going to be a mom
x spLeens x: its a girl
NBAJohn3: yea i know
NBAJohn3: i heard
x spLeens x: Yupp
x spLeens x: But yea. Thats crazy tho. I miss those days
x spLeens x: I never realized it until I thought about it.
NBAJohn3: hey i went out wit u to
NBAJohn3: right
x spLeens x: haha
x spLeens x: when we were like what. 6?
NBAJohn3: yea
NBAJohn3: that was tight
x spLeens x: haha
x spLeens x: I wana be 6 again!
x spLeens x: lol
NBAJohn3: why
x spLeens x: Before now...I miss being little!
x spLeens x: I duno...
x spLeens x: I guess Im just thinking about it because now I dont really have a family
NBAJohn3: man dont say that
NBAJohn3: u make me sad
x spLeens x: aw! Im sry! I just think about it and its crazy
x spLeens x: It seems like yesturday
NBAJohn3: man if i could i would let u stay wit me
NBAJohn3: i love u like a sister
x spLeens x: thatd rawk
NBAJohn3: well u are my sister almost
x spLeens x: Yea
x spLeens x: Remember when we'd use to say we were bro and sis?
NBAJohn3: yea
x spLeens x: we were dorks
x spLeens x: haha
x spLeens x: So what are you up to
NBAJohn3: nothing really
NBAJohn3: i love u, u love me were a happy family, wit a great big hug and a kiss from me to u, wont u say u klove me tooo
x spLeens x: ...i love you too????
x spLeens x: I hate that song sooo bad! lol
NBAJohn3: barney is a dinosoaur froma re imagination and when he is tall hes what we call a dinosaur sensation
NBAJohn3: man do u know im a pimp
NBAJohn3: i have girls up the ass
NBAJohn3: shit
NBAJohn3: im a father alreadu
x spLeens x: haha
NBAJohn3: already
x spLeens x: you are?
x spLeens x: You lie
NBAJohn3: im serious
NBAJohn3: why would i lie
NBAJohn3: she had an abortion
x spLeens x: Im going to cut your balls off....are you serious?
x spLeens x: WHAT?!
NBAJohn3: so i yea
NBAJohn3: yea**
x spLeens x: COMDOMS!
x spLeens x: What dont you kids get?
x spLeens x: lol
NBAJohn3: no way
x spLeens x:
NBAJohn3: im kidding
NBAJohn3: lol
NBAJohn3: hahahah
x spLeens x: I hate you...we're over, :-(.
x spLeens x: -hmph-

People piss me off.

2004-06-27T01:40:02Z

Thats all...

This entry is deticated to my Ashleys extreme beauty. :)

2004-06-25T19:03:57Z

Look at this girl... man...I envy thee!

-blank-

2004-06-24T03:42:46Z

I feel so weird.

Aloneish.

Miss my childhood..family rawked then. I miss my dad.

I miss my friends.

Atleast I have some people out here, and my love.

But still....I feel the void that only my dad can fill. I guess I have to get used to it.

SLC Punk! A great movie indeed.

2004-06-22T20:32:41Z

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Me and Alex pics o doomage!

2004-06-21T03:09:00Z

Click if you love me DAMNIT!

Ello Mate!

2004-06-18T16:38:29Z

Ok so this is the low down..kinda...because I am too damn lazy to write everything down. So try to get it...sorta. Ya heard?

Oke..Welp. We are trying to get me emancipated. Not to be on my own. Or by myself...but so I can live with my sisters without my mom having any type of say in what happens to me.

-Rewind a week or so- My mom has been getting poopy as of late. So I gave her the benefit of the doubt and tryed to see if she would take care of herself. Obviously she didn't. She hid her pills and shit so w/e. I'm done with that bull. I'm going to live out where I don't need to worry about dumb shit 24/7. It's guna be hard with court and stuff. But Matt and others live out here.

-back to now- Now I am just waiting to see wtf is going on. Its kinda neat. Nothing big really. Just chillaxin' with peoples. Matt, my neice, Ang, Ry, Dan, Kez, Etc. Good people let me tell you. So today is DDRing with Kez and Mark. It'll be fun. Haven't played in forever. Then tomarrow is KT's graduation par-tay o doomage. That promises to be kick ass. Especially with my awesome idea to make a card out of silver glitter...duct tape...and safety pins. Savvy?

OI!

Welp I'm out this bitch. Late!

Mom's in again..

2004-06-07T05:10:04Z

and I'm off to New Lenox. Ta lovers! <33

Hoot!

2004-06-06T06:35:10Z

Thanx Reject_of_Life for me new icon. It rawks...and so do you! :D

This is me newest tweeked ...Boy do I miss me hair..

Late! <33

Take me out...

2004-06-06T05:08:15Z

So if you're lonely
You know I'm here waiting for you
I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken, shattered I lie
I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot, then we can die

Aaahhh....

I know I won't be leaving here...
w!th you
**************************

Argh...Holy fucking shit. I really wana know whats going to happen with my life in the end. That would be nice, I really am feeling this Reno 911 marathon tho. Tis nice. But my mom is sitting laugh histaricly....very weird. Because she was just yelling. Today she called me fat, very funny because shes 5'3 160 lbs. and I'm 5'4 120...no wonder my self esteem is terrible.

Today was interesting, hung out with Collen, Joey, Kendylle, Jessica, Julian, Matt, and some mexican dude. It was ok...me Coll and Joey didn't really talk to the rest of the group tho. Atleast we rented Donnie Darko, I intruduced that to them. Too bad its more main stream now tho...Ohh well...whatcha guna do. Then we watched some other movie ..it sucked. Me Coll and Joey all ate a crap load of stuff, we all downed like 2 bowls of chips, a thing of popcorn and i had a hot dog and a hamburger. lol. Im a fatass. Then we went swimming and I only stayed in for like 2 minutes...Im not fond of swimming, i just had my shirt on top of my bathing suit. I hate bathing suits..I feel neked and like my ugly crap is hanging out. -shrugs- Ahh I wish I had enough self esteem to wear a bathing suit then I wouldnt be so pastey...TOO BAD MATT! lol Im not guna wear one...

Im done...Late.

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