Current mood:

full

screw it
Ok. So... heres the thing. I'm not going to be all depressed. I have other things in my life not just Matt. I do love him. But I'm not going to dwell upon it. We're on a "break", which means there is a chance of us getting back together. Reguardless if we do or not it's cool. Things happen for a reason. We'll still be buddies. He's a great guy. Now don't get me wrong. It does hurt, it hurts like no other. I mean... I still love him. But I refuse to be all down. I'm not the person to let this type of stuff ruin my character, and I realize this now. I just wont date for a hell of a long time...unless its Matt.
As for tonight...me and Alex staying up all night eating....having funn. Because I WILL NOT be able to sleep. I kno that. Ahh...Tomarrows guna be cool. Fire Works with Marc Alex and the people over in the hood. OHH YEA! Da Hood. :)

-sigh- Alas...