Current mood:

full

screw it
Ok. So... heres the thing. I'm not going to be all depressed. I have other things in my life not just Matt. I do love him. But I'm not going to dwell upon it. We're on a "break", which means there is a chance of us getting back together. Reguardless if we do or not it's cool. Things happen for a reason. We'll still be buddies. He's a great guy. Now don't get me wrong. It does hurt, it hurts like no other. I mean... I still love him. But I refuse to be all down. I'm not the person to let this type of stuff ruin my character, and I realize this now. I just wont date for a hell of a long time...unless its Matt.
As for tonight...me and Alex staying up all night eating....having funn. Because I WILL NOT be able to sleep. I kno that. Ahh...Tomarrows guna be cool. Fire Works with Marc Alex and the people over in the hood. OHH YEA! Da Hood. :)

-sigh- Alas...

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	punkiechic488 2004-07-03 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	::holds up heart:: want mine love? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nerdicutie 2004-07-03 08:44 pm UTC (link)
	Lets run away and rent a house with tons of cats and root beer. Aye? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	punkiechic488 2004-07-03 08:52 pm UTC (link)
	we shall<33 ::MEOW!!!:: (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nerdicutie 2004-07-03 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	HUZZAH! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	punkiechic488 2004-07-03 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	SNL sucks this week. Next week...that'll RAWK!!! Best of Will Farrell (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nerdicutie 2004-07-03 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	yea kenan from all that is on there now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	punkiechic488 2004-07-03 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	he's ok. he's gunna be fat albert in the fat albert movie. it looks pretty good actually XD (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bewareofme58 2004-07-03 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	aw tomorrow im going to the beach to watch teh firewerks :) (Reply to this)

	it's ashley! (Anonymous) 2004-07-04 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	hey ashley, it's the other ashley. Lol. Call me 4630655 or 7358675 if you ever wanna chat or hang out. I think me u and shymaaan are hanging tomorrow...so gimme a jingle. ~Ash~ (Reply to this)

	other ash! (Anonymous) 2004-07-04 11:46 pm UTC (link)
	Hey ash, it's the other ash! Call me 4630655 or 7358675 if you wanna chat er hang out, which I think Shymaaaan wants to tomorra. SO gimme a jingle if you read this in time. I'll try to reach ya at Alex's. Peace out! ~Ash~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: other ash! nerdicutie 2004-07-08 12:17 pm UTC (link)
	Ashley.... I <3 you sweetie! We are totally hanging out this summer. And with some Dan on the side as well. <3333 (Reply to this) (Parent)

	::smacks forhead:: (Anonymous) 2004-07-08 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	Aight, I gotta be dumb, I posted the same message twice...in the great words of a phamous philosopher, KA-DURR! ~Ashry D.~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: ::smacks forhead:: nerdicutie 2004-07-09 12:13 pm UTC (link)
	But it's cool because you're so tiny and awesome. XD (Reply to this) (Parent)